A little episode of my boring life

Finally tendered my resignation and began my notice!

Crossing my fingers that life will get better, and trying to search inside me if this is the field I still want to stay in. After being through this for 2 years, I feel like I had enough of it, yet another part of me feels like I'm stuck with it. Will I regret not getting out of it now in the future or will I find a renewed interest in it? The challenge is there, but where is my motivation.

I seemed to have lost interest in everything. No motivation or excitement or even interest in anything I do. What am I facing? Why have I lost the fight? Questions to be answered and only I can do that. But, how?

Will this be it?

I was asked today if I'd be interested in either one of two positions in Macau, should it be available, I said yes immediately. However, a part of me is still skeptical about it. After the last one which did not happen, it almost ruined me. I kinda gave up, left with no motivation to perform. Now, I'm trying to pick up the pieces, and here comes another opportunity.

Will this be it or will this be another disappointment? If this is it, my life gets brighter; if not, will the little pieces of me die with expectations?

Finally, a space to call Mine

Finally found a room! It's big and spacious, too big for me but it'll mean a lot of privacy! Awesome!

A lot has gone on in my life.. Things don't look too good, at least financially it's that way. Will need to reflect more, plan more and save more. Gotta stop all the partying, not totally, but limit it to only Fridays and Saturdays. My body can't take it anymore. Now that I have my own "place", I can finally say I don't need to go out so often anymore. I'm quite contended to just lay on the bed and watch movies on my laptop or read my books now. No one will be knocking down on my door and screaming at me. Excited!